shiro

this page is kind of a wip erm

so i found out about clean dishes back in november 2024 when i had finally got into slow damage after it had been on my game backlog for like over 2 yrs, i was looking at stuff on pinterest when i saw a Peculiar man with white hair and i was like hmm who is this guy i never saw him when i was playing sd... Wow so hes from a spin-off game hmmhmm interesting.. and then i read his wiki and i was like Wtf hes LITERALLY me

so i think i got thru the translated playthru of cd in like 3 days lol, which is RLLY fast for me bc i kinda. Hate watching playthrus... i dont think n+c has the best record for the mental illness rep (ie aoba's did) but i super appreciated how they acknowledged with shiro's character that even when youre happy, that thoughst abt death dont rlly just go away. i think i felt super connected to shiro bc of that Yea as someone who deals with depression. and stuff,, And well now this is kinda just beocming a kinsplanation, but even to shiro's panic attacks and his kinda 'childish' antics bc he rlly never got to be a kid, i see myself a lot in him...

his relationship with baku is also soo major to me and i coudlve prob made a shrine for them too but idk how i would design that lol. im gonna be super emo again sorry but being mentally ill ive always kind of felt incapable of being loved so seeing bakushiro which is (imo) a pretty happy relationship, and how baku accepts shiros suicidal tendencies and doesnt shame him for it, means a lot to me... also did u know shiro ships the other 2 guys he works with besides baku. like the evil one and the one with purple hair. i thought this was so funny go my fudanshi

i know cd is a a lot more low-budget than sd and sometimes i think n+c themselves forgot abt the game lol but i think abt it all the time. Shiro the uke that u r...

shiro

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